Thursday, January 13, 2011

over a week

Hey guys! Sorry its been a while.....

My mania kicked in about a week ago. I went on a little spending spree in Kansas when I was there for my guy friends wedding. Big D got married! But I had to take care of Zane most the weekend so I was overwhelmed. You can always know when I am about to be manic because I take it out on my hair. I turned purple :)

My business is doing good because I called and texted everyone. :) Sorry to bug you but January is my slowest month so I tend to over do it in the marketing department. I gotta feed my baby!

I am actually a little manic writing this. My brain is everywhere. Its hard to concentrate. I made a new friend at work, her name is Carissa. its eerie how alike we are. We decided we are soul sisters.... :) but I think this might be a trigger for me. I have to keep reminding myself that things will happen as they happen. I am worthy to be pursued for friendship so I will not become someone else just to have a friend. She is rad though. I think she balances me out.

well, nothing much is up so I will conclude with a blue october quote:

"I dare not bother asking why the mirrors cracked and all I see are shards of glass in side of me. There are voices here to dare me.... "
The lead singer of blue october is bipolar too. No wonder I love them so much.

2 comments:

  1. I just saw the link to your blog from "Making the Mundane Magical" and I'm excited to read more from you. I'm just starting a new blog myslef so it should be fun to read from another blogger "newbie" ;-)
    I wanted to recommend another blog to you...experimentinpoverty.blogspot.com. Jasmine Hunter-Myers is the author and she also writes about living with mental illness. She is so honest about it and I love reading her stuff.
    Also, my husband struggles with an anxiety disorder and he depends on medication to keep him somewhat stable. It has been really rough on our marriage, but we are determined to work through it.
    Its so hard to deal with it sometimes, especially with all of the stigmas floating around out there.
    I wish you the best with this blog...its very nice to meet you!

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  2. You are definitely worthy to be pursued as a friend and I'm so glad you know that. I loved your purple hair. I loved getting to see you. I also linked you on my blog because I love everything your blog stands for.

    Also-- the kids at work today kept touching my hair and saying how cool it was. Some said it made me look evil (ha) others said I looked like Snow White (much better). If you see any good movies out you better let me know so we go see it! Love ya!

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